Fall in Love..Stay there!


Oh well! Let us just fall for people who are ready to catch us. It isn't that simple. Is it? Well more often than not, the same two people fall for each other and then what follows is a " happily ever after". And that leaves me wondering as to how big a co-incidence that is. Well, relationships are a co-incidence. Love is not.
Sometimes we spend the whole of our lives looking for love and then end up discovering that it was there all this while, all along and yet we failed to notice it. Well this is too mainstream. Girl meets Boy or Boy meets girl and everyone knows that they are meant to be together but their own insecurities keep them away and ultimately they get over it and end up being together and all that jazz. BULLSHIT!!
 It isn't about what ultimately happens. It's the journey that matters. It's that feeling of getting up in the morning with that one person in your mind and going off to bed thinking about the same person, every single day of your life. So what if you can't have them, you are just glad that they are a part of your life. That feeling, it is insane, makes you lose your senses, makes you go crazy. It takes over your life so much that you almost forget if you've ever lived without this feeling. And that's how you know it is real or worth it. 
So what if it cripples you, breaks you or tears you apart, so what if it takes your vulnerability to the highest possible extent. SO WHAT if your world comes crashing down right at your footsteps EVERY SINGLE DAY! You still pick it up and build it again and again and again. As many times as you need to, as much as it takes. Coz then there are no limits and no boundaries and all you know that you are absolutely, completely, madly in love and the world seems like a different place. In-fact the world ceases to exist, it's just that one person and THAT'S IT!! It's about those tears amidst the laughter, it's about hoping against all hope, it's about letting you guards down and committing that unpardonable sin of falling for someone.
Horrible it makes you feel! Right? You open up your heart to someone and let them mess with it. Love takes hostages. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness so much that silly things turn into a glass splinter working its way onto your heart. Its a soul-hurt, a real-gets inside you and rips you apart pain.
Because you know that you are losing a part of yourself for someone who may not be even worth it YET you do it, every minute, every second of your life, coz that gives you satisfaction. That gives you happiness. You look at them and it is no longer about a perfect nose or a chin or those acne scars, it's about the colors that they bring to your life and from there beauty acquires a new definition. 
Love casts you into the wind, sets you ablaze, makes you burn through the skies, cuts you loose like a wildfire and you can't stop running coz you keep on burning everything that you touch. 
It is about acceptance. Unconditional acceptance with all the flaws and blemishes, recognizing all the fear and insecurities and working through the challenges and the painful times. It seems to be fragile yet does not shatter when times are imperfect. You want something and you fall for something and two don't coincide often and that stops you from going after either of them. Yet it is powerful and intimate coz u are hopelessly in love and yet terrified of the love you feel. It is beautiful yet scary and brings out you worst and also your best and all you know that you have walked into a forest, forgetting to leave a trail to find your way back.

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  1. Unknown16 November 2014 at 12:08

    i doubt if ever i have been in love yet, but those words above seems true! Very nicely written!

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  2. Deepshi24 February 2015 at 08:13

    Thank you :)

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